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Astra
30 (1994-??)
He / They
Pan / Asexual
Sept 9
Cat Coded
Likes / Interests
League
Spicy noodles
Milk tea
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Gaming
Photography
About
Ficwriter
EzKayn enthusiast
Very monoship
Shieda Kayn simp
Soft Kayn CEO
Ez & Kai'Sa main
DNI
General DNI criteria
Transphobes, queerphobes
Under 18
LoliSho enjoyers
Happy/soft Kayn dislikers
Arcane twt
❝ Shakespeare but if he wrote gay smut
about League champions. ❞
—Someone, probably
art by @phel_ios
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Fanfiction List
A list of all of my recent fanfiction and projects. Listed from newest to oldest.(Page best viewed on desktop. For a mobile-friendly version of this page, click here.)
Title | Posted | Pairing | Info | Summary | Link |
---|---|---|---|---|---|
Just a Night | July 21, 2024 | EzKayn | Explicit. 4,664 words. Snow Moon/Porcelain. Ezkayn Ship Week. | After an afternoon hunt, Kayn stumbles across an unconscious and very curious man half-dead in the snow. Perhaps foolishly, Kayn takes him home. | Ao3 |
Sweet Ionian Wine | July 17, 2024 | EzKayn | Explicit. 3,854 words. Runeterra. Ezkayn Ship Week. | As promised, for Kayn's birthday, he and Ezreal visit the Spirit Blossom Springs for a much-needed vacation. | Ao3 |
Paint Me in Your Colors | July 16, 2024 | EzKayn. | Mature. 2,900 words. Heartsteel. Ezkayn Ship Week. | After days of Ezreal's pestering, Kayn finally gives in and lets him paint his nails for him. | Ao3 |
Gunpowder and Wine | July 15, 2024 | EzKayn | Mature. 3,400 words. 1/2 chapters. Western AU. Ezkayn Ship Week. | Ezreal Lymere, the only son of a rich wine family, meets a mysterious cowboy and his remarkable horse. When Ezreal voices that he wishes he could ride the horse, the man makes him an audacious offer — a ride on his steed for a night in his bed. Sheltered and innocent for his whole life, and against any better judgment, Ezreal agrees to the proposition. | Ao3 |
Boyfriend Database | July 14, 2024 | EzKayn | T+. 3,800 words. Battle Academia. Ezkayn Ship Week. | After being with Ezreal for two months, Kayn wants to have his first kiss (and first date) with him. | Ao3 |
What It's Like to Love | July 13, 2024 | EzKayn | Mature. 2,300 words. Runeterra. Ezkayn Ship Week. | Kayn receives a letter from Ezreal, and he misses him more than he thinks. | Ao3 |
The People Who Love You | July 12, 2024 | EzKayn | Mature. 1,600 words. Runeterra. Ezkayn Ship Week. | Kayn doesn't really understand birthdays, but Ezreal makes a compelling argument that gets him interested. | Ao3 |
Link in Bio | Posted: May 17, 2024. Updated: July 05, 2025 | EzKayn | Explicit. 64k+ words. 8/? chapters On-going. Camboy Ez AU. Modern Runeterra. | One night, Kayn discovers a camboy under the username Jarro316, who almost exclusively does lewd cosplays of Jarro Lightfeather from a game he plays. And he hates Jarro. Hates everything about him — his voice lines, his obnoxious attitude, his game mechanics. But the camboy cosplaying him? Kayn likes him a lot. | Chapter 1 // Chapter 8 |
Follow The Link | Posted: April 2, 2024. Updated: June 6, 2025 | EzKayn, SettPhel | Explicit. 224,600 words. 20/? chapters. On-going. Esports. Modern AU. Slice of life. | On December 14, 2023, for Ezreal's 24th birthday, an ordinary trip to the Ionian Riot office takes a turn when Ezreal and his best friend, Aphelios, meet a man who had only ever been text on a screen, a username — a man whom they were both very interested to meet for very different reasons. In time, will that fateful encounter with ShadowReaper prove to be the best birthday gift that Ezreal ever could have hoped for, or would it be the catalyst for Aphelios' misery... | Chapter 1 // Chapter 20 |
Do Something About It | June 04, 2025 | EzKayn | Explicit. 20,400 words. Modern Runeterra. | When Sett and Aphelios invite Kayn on a weekend camping trip with them, he accepts despite knowing he'll have to share a tent with Ezreal, whom he has an obsessive little crush on, and struggles to keep his filthy thoughts about the blond at bay. What he doesn't know, though, is that Ezreal has a few naughty secrets of his own. | Ao3 |
Ego Shatter | May 10, 2025 | EzKayn | Explicit. 16,864 words. Trans Kayn. ⬇Kayn. Heartsteel. | Kayn has a problem that he really, really doesn't want to deal with, but after many nights of Ezreal's incessant bugging, and some encouragement from Rhaast, he caves and agrees to let Ezreal top help him. | Ao3 |
Night Pleasures | April 30, 2025 | EzKayn | Explicit. 3,967 words. Trans Ezreal. Heartsteel. Tw: Somnophilia | It's the middle of the night, Kayn can't sleep, and worst of all — he's horny. Fortunately for him, the soft, warm, sleeping body of Ezreal is lying right next to him. | Ao3 |
Secret Boyfriends | March 16, 2025 | EzKayn | Explicit. 26,890 words. Trans Ezreal. Heartsteel. | When Kayn leaves for a week-long family trip for the holidays, it's the first time since he and Ezreal started dating that they've been apart. During the week, Ezreal faces his separation anxiety, suffers with how much he hates being away from Kayn, and ultimately realizes how much he loves him. | Ao3 |
Limit Testing | February 24, 2025 | EzKayn | Explicit. 7,800 words T4T. Heartsteel. | On average, a game of League of Legends lasts between 25-30 minutes. While Kayn is in the zone in a grueling 40-minute game, beneath his desk sits a pretty little treat for him to enjoy after his victory. | Ao3 |
Two Can Play This Game | February 23, 2025 | EzKayn | Explicit. 2,800 words. Trans Ezreal. Heartsteel. | Ezreal wants to get back at Kayn for a risky photo he sent, so he sends his own scandalous picture in return. He thinks he won their little game until Kayn shows up to give him a bit of punishment for being such a brat. Either way, Ezreal wins. | Ao3 |
Holidays at the Heartsteel House | ⬆December 15, 2024 | EzKayn. | Explicit 21,000 words, 7 chapters. Heartsteel | Collection of short ficlets written for HeartsteelAdvent2024. Each chapter is a different day. May not all be holiday-themed. Will likely miss days. | Ao3 |
Magic in a Name | December 5, 2024 | EzKayn | Explicit. 21,000 words. Runeterra | Once, during their first meeting in the forests of Ionia, Kayn held a blade to Ezreal's throat and threatened to end his life, but thanks to Ezreal's quick wit and silver tongue, Kayn wound up as the explorer's guide around some local ruins; an arrangement that would be reoccurring. After several return visits, Ezreal has become a welcome visitor in the village of assassins as Kayn's personal guest, and now there's something that Kayn wants more than anything — to hear Ezreal call him Shieda. A story about Ezreal returning to Ionia to see Kayn. | Ao3 |
An Exclusive Deal | October 30, 2024 | EzKayn | Explicit. 10,000 words. Trans Ezreal. Heartsteel. | Ezreal and Kayn have an agreement. For weeks, they've been falling into each other's beds and enjoying a casual friends-with-benefits relationship, but their seemingly simple situationship comes creeping to a halt when one night after the act, Ezreal makes an offhand comment about getting Kayn a collar. | Ao3 |
Crossing Lines | August 16, 2024 | EzKayn | Explicit. 11,700 words. Trans Ezreal. Heartsteel | When Ezreal gets jealous of Kayn's popularity, he visits the man in the middle of the night to ask a question that the rapper couldn't have been less prepared for — "Do you want to have sex?" | Ao3 |
If It's You | April 26, 2024 | EzKayn | Mature. 5,400 words. Heartsteel | Regardless of the banter, insults, and snide comments between them, Ezreal and Kayn have an unspoken understanding, and when Ezreal gives him a signal for help when he's made uncomfortable during a photoshoot, Kayn is quick to step in to protect him. | Ao3 |
Sweet Hearts | February 25, 2024 | EzKayn | General Audiences. 1,113 words. Heartthrob/Heartache | Kayn finally musters the courage to confess his crush to Ezreal, not expecting him to do the same first. | Ao3 |
Honey Sweet | February 01, 2024 | SettPhel | Teen+. 4,159 words. Heartsteel | While unsure about the Heartsteel project that he'd been invited to join, Aphelios shows up at the house on a whim expecting to regret it, and he spends the first few nights lingering in that gloom despite the best efforts from the other two bandmates to befriend him. Struggling with the concept of friendship, Aphelios finds his defenses cracking under Sett's friendly nature. | Ao3 |
A Curious Meeting of Fate | January 01, 2024 | SettPhel | Mature. 5,245 words. Runeterra | After a mission goes slightly awry, Aphelios finds himself exhausted, without his sister's voice, and alone in an Ionian forest. Unexpectedly, he meets an unusual man who offers him a place to stay. While initially distrustful, the man's disarming nature prompts Aphelios to accept his offer. | Ao3 |
Reward | December 25, 2023 | SettPhel | Mature. 1,435 words. Heartsteel | Sett loses a fan poll on social media; Aphelios collects the reward for the deal they made. | Ao3 |
Needy Greedy | December 22, 2023 | EzKayn | Mature. 654 words. Heartsteel | Kayn really wants his morning kisses. | Ao3 |
Twenty-Two | December 14, 2023 | EzKayn | Teen+. 4,500 words. Heartsteel | It's Ezreal's birthday and Kayn has some gifts. | Ao3 |
Sleepy Secrets | December 12, 2023 | SettPhel | General Audiences. 1,623 words. Heartsteel | Aphelios can't sleep and Sett's bed is always warm. | Ao3 |
Don't Blink | December 04, 2023 | EzKayn | Explicit. 27,451 words. Heartsteel | Practice goes poorly for Kayn and Ezreal is worried about him, but any attempt to ask fails and Kayn snaps at him. Later, intending to apologize, Ezreal accidentally walks in on Kayn in the humiliating state of pleasuring himself. Making it worse, Kayn is surrounded by posters of the Popstar Prince, Ezreal's music plays through his headphones, and he even whispers Ezreal's name. | Ao3 |
Afterglow | November 24, 2023 | SettPhel | Mature. 4,701 words. Heartsteel | Heartsteel just had their debut performance and with the adrenaline still pumping, the boys revel in the aftermath. | Ao3 |
The Ellipsis Moment | November 06, 2023 | SettPhel | Mature. 8,019 words. Heartsteel | After finishing up shooting for the Paranoia music video, Sett finally makes his move on Aphelios, who has been waiting for him to do so for ages. | Ao3 |
Fanfiction List
(mobile friendly)
Just a Night
July 21, 2024
EzKayn
Explicit. 4,664 words. Snow Moon/Porcelain. Ezkayn Ship Week.
After an afternoon hunt, Kayn stumbles across an unconscious and very curious man half-dead in the snow. Perhaps foolishly, Kayn takes him home.
Sweet Ionian Wine
July 17, 2024
EzKayn
Explicit. 3,854 words. Runeterra. Ezkayn Ship Week.
As promised, for Kayn's birthday, he and Ezreal visit the Spirit Blossom Springs for a much-needed vacation.
Paint Me in Your Colors
July 16, 2024
EzKayn.
Mature. 2,900 words. Heartsteel. Ezkayn Ship Week.
After days of Ezreal's pestering, Kayn finally gives in and lets him paint his nails for him.
Gunpowder and Wine
July 15, 2024
EzKayn
Mature. 3,400 words. 1/2 chapters. Western AU. Ezkayn Ship Week.
Ezreal Lymere, the only son of a rich wine family, meets a mysterious cowboy and his remarkable horse. When Ezreal voices that he wishes he could ride the horse, the man makes him an audacious offer — a ride on his steed for a night in his bed. Sheltered and innocent for his whole life, and against any better judgment, Ezreal agrees to the proposition.
Boyfriend Database
July 14, 2024
EzKayn
T+. 3,800 words. Battle Academia. Ezkayn Ship Week.
After being with Ezreal for two months, Kayn wants to have his first kiss (and first date) with him.
What It's Like to Love
July 13, 2024
EzKayn
Mature. 2,300 words. Runeterra. Ezkayn Ship Week.
Kayn receives a letter from Ezreal, and he misses him more than he thinks.
The People Who Love You
July 12, 2024
EzKayn
Mature. 1,600 words. Runeterra. Ezkayn Ship Week.
Kayn doesn't really understand birthdays, but Ezreal makes a compelling argument that gets him interested.
Link in Bio
Posted: May 17, 2024. Updated: July 05, 2025
EzKayn
Explicit. 64k+ words. 8/? chapters On-going. Camboy Ez AU. Modern Runeterra.
One night, Kayn discovers a camboy under the username Jarro316, who almost exclusively does lewd cosplays of Jarro Lightfeather from a game he plays. And he hates Jarro. Hates everything about him — his voice lines, his obnoxious attitude, his game mechanics. But the camboy cosplaying him? Kayn likes him a lot.
Follow The Link
Posted: April 2, 2024. Updated: June 6, 2025
EzKayn, SettPhel
Explicit. 224,600 words. 20/? chapters. On-going. Esports. Modern AU. Slice of life.
On December 14, 2023, for Ezreal's 24th birthday, an ordinary trip to the Ionian Riot office takes a turn when Ezreal and his best friend, Aphelios, meet a man who had only ever been text on a screen, a username — a man whom they were both very interested to meet for very different reasons. In time, will that fateful encounter with ShadowReaper prove to be the best birthday gift that Ezreal ever could have hoped for, or would it be the catalyst for Aphelios' misery...
Do Something About It
June 04, 2025
EzKayn
Explicit. 20,400 words. Modern Runeterra.
When Sett and Aphelios invite Kayn on a weekend camping trip with them, he accepts despite knowing he'll have to share a tent with Ezreal, whom he has an obsessive little crush on, and struggles to keep his filthy thoughts about the blond at bay. What he doesn't know, though, is that Ezreal has a few naughty secrets of his own.
Ego Shatter
May 10, 2025
EzKayn
Explicit. 16,864 words. Trans Kayn. ⬇Kayn. Heartsteel.
Kayn has a problem that he really, really doesn't want to deal with, but after many nights of Ezreal's incessant bugging, and some encouragement from Rhaast, he caves and agrees to let Ezreal top help him.
Night Pleasures
April 30, 2025
EzKayn
Explicit. 3,967 words. Trans Ezreal. Heartsteel. Tw: Somnophilia
It's the middle of the night, Kayn can't sleep, and worst of all — he's horny. Fortunately for him, the soft, warm, sleeping body of Ezreal is lying right next to him.
Secret Boyfriends
March 16, 2025
EzKayn
Explicit. 26,890 words. Trans Ezreal. Heartsteel.
When Kayn leaves for a week-long family trip for the holidays, it's the first time since he and Ezreal started dating that they've been apart. During the week, Ezreal faces his separation anxiety, suffers with how much he hates being away from Kayn, and ultimately realizes how much he loves him.
Limit Testing
February 24, 2025
EzKayn
Explicit. 7,800 words T4T. Heartsteel.
On average, a game of League of Legends lasts between 25-30 minutes. While Kayn is in the zone in a grueling 40-minute game, beneath his desk sits a pretty little treat for him to enjoy after his victory.
Two Can Play This Game
February 23, 2025
EzKayn
Explicit. 2,800 words. Trans Ezreal. Heartsteel.
Ezreal wants to get back at Kayn for a risky photo he sent, so he sends his own scandalous picture in return. He thinks he won their little game until Kayn shows up to give him a bit of punishment for being such a brat. Either way, Ezreal wins.
Holidays at the Heartsteel House
⬆December 15, 2024
EzKayn.
Explicit 21,000 words, 7 chapters. Heartsteel
Collection of short ficlets written for HeartsteelAdvent2024. Each chapter is a different day. May not all be holiday-themed. Will likely miss days.
Magic in a Name
December 5, 2024
EzKayn
Explicit. 21,000 words. Runeterra
Once, during their first meeting in the forests of Ionia, Kayn held a blade to Ezreal's throat and threatened to end his life, but thanks to Ezreal's quick wit and silver tongue, Kayn wound up as the explorer's guide around some local ruins; an arrangement that would be reoccurring. After several return visits, Ezreal has become a welcome visitor in the village of assassins as Kayn's personal guest, and now there's something that Kayn wants more than anything — to hear Ezreal call him Shieda. A story about Ezreal returning to Ionia to see Kayn.
An Exclusive Deal
October 30, 2024
EzKayn
Explicit. 10,000 words. Trans Ezreal. Heartsteel.
Ezreal and Kayn have an agreement. For weeks, they've been falling into each other's beds and enjoying a casual friends-with-benefits relationship, but their seemingly simple situationship comes creeping to a halt when one night after the act, Ezreal makes an offhand comment about getting Kayn a collar.
Crossing Lines
August 16, 2024
EzKayn
Explicit. 11,700 words. Trans Ezreal. Heartsteel
When Ezreal gets jealous of Kayn's popularity, he visits the man in the middle of the night to ask a question that the rapper couldn't have been less prepared for — "Do you want to have sex?"
If It's You
April 26, 2024
EzKayn
Mature. 5,400 words. Heartsteel
Regardless of the banter, insults, and snide comments between them, Ezreal and Kayn have an unspoken understanding, and when Ezreal gives him a signal for help when he's made uncomfortable during a photoshoot, Kayn is quick to step in to protect him.
Sweet Hearts
February 25, 2024
EzKayn
General Audiences. 1,113 words. Heartthrob/Heartache
Kayn finally musters the courage to confess his crush to Ezreal, not expecting him to do the same first.
Honey Sweet
February 01, 2024
SettPhel
Teen+. 4,159 words. Heartsteel
While unsure about the Heartsteel project that he'd been invited to join, Aphelios shows up at the house on a whim expecting to regret it, and he spends the first few nights lingering in that gloom despite the best efforts from the other two bandmates to befriend him. Struggling with the concept of friendship, Aphelios finds his defenses cracking under Sett's friendly nature.
A Curious Meeting of Fate
January 01, 2024
SettPhel
Mature. 5,245 words. Runeterra
After a mission goes slightly awry, Aphelios finds himself exhausted, without his sister's voice, and alone in an Ionian forest. Unexpectedly, he meets an unusual man who offers him a place to stay. While initially distrustful, the man's disarming nature prompts Aphelios to accept his offer.
Reward
December 25, 2023
SettPhel
Mature. 1,435 words. Heartsteel
Sett loses a fan poll on social media; Aphelios collects the reward for the deal they made.
Needy Greedy
December 22, 2023
EzKayn
Mature. 654 words. Heartsteel
Kayn really wants his morning kisses.
Twenty-Two
December 14, 2023
EzKayn
Teen+. 4,500 words. Heartsteel
It's Ezreal's birthday and Kayn has some gifts.
Sleepy Secrets
December 12, 2023
SettPhel
General Audiences. 1,623 words. Heartsteel
Aphelios can't sleep and Sett's bed is always warm.
Don't Blink
December 04, 2023
EzKayn
Explicit. 27,451 words. Heartsteel
Practice goes poorly for Kayn and Ezreal is worried about him, but any attempt to ask fails and Kayn snaps at him. Later, intending to apologize, Ezreal accidentally walks in on Kayn in the humiliating state of pleasuring himself. Making it worse, Kayn is surrounded by posters of the Popstar Prince, Ezreal's music plays through his headphones, and he even whispers Ezreal's name.
Afterglow
November 24, 2023
SettPhel
Mature. 4,701 words. Heartsteel
Heartsteel just had their debut performance and with the adrenaline still pumping, the boys revel in the aftermath.
The Ellipsis Moment
November 06, 2023
SettPhel
Mature. 8,019 words. Heartsteel
After finishing up shooting for the Paranoia music video, Sett finally makes his move on Aphelios, who has been waiting for him to do so for ages.

Astra's Fanfiction Commissions
Pricing
Words | Price |
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1,000 | $15 |
2,000 | $30 |
3,000 | $45 |
4,000+ | $60 |
Rules & Information
$1.50 per 100 words. (0.015/word)
Prices start at $15 for a base of 1,000 words and will increase by $15 for every 1,000 words beyond the first 1,000, up to a cap of 4,000 words.
Prices are in USD.
Payment is done through Ko-fi.
No upfront payment. Payment upon commission completion.
DM me and tell me the idea you want me to write, including any and all details like topics, scenes, or preferences you may have. At this point I will determine if I will accept or deny the request.
You are required to set a price you are willing to pay, this way I can determine how long of a commission I believe it will be based on the prompt given. However, I will not charge more if I go over the price-to-word amount you set of my own volition, and I will not force words just to meet a goal; in such a case, you will only be charged for the final word count.
Turnaround time varies depending on my mental and physical health. If I have to research anything it may also take longer. If there are setbacks or I believe I cannot complete the commission for any reason, I will let you know.
If you do not want me to post the commission publicly, please let me know, otherwise I will post the full commission to my Ao3 account some time after completion. On this note, if you'd like to remain anonymous when I share it, also let me know.
I reserve the right to decline any commission for any reason.
While Ko-fi does not take a cut of payments, PayPal does; tips are optional but appreciated.
Content Guidelines
If you're commissioning me, I assume you know the general type of content I write. Please keep the requests to characters and ships that I have experience writing.
Things I will not write include, but are not limited to: Hyper-specific/detailed AUs. Crossovers with other media franchises. OCs/reader inserts or yumeships. Graphic/detailed gore. Incest. Shota/loli. Rape/non-con. Pregnancy (including mpreg). Bestiality.
NSFW commissions are available but the content must be discussed and agreed on prior, especially if certain kinks are involved.
Terms of Use
Once finished and delivered, you may share snippets of the finished commission on socials, but you must link back to me directly and to the commission itself in your post.
You may not post the finished commission in full to any website.
If you'd like to commission me, feel free to reach out on Twitter or Discord.
Fic Translation
Rules and Conditions
If you're interested in translating any of my stories into another language, please read these terms and conditions carefully.
I only allow translations to be posted on Archive of Our Own.
When posting on Ao3, you must include me as a co-creator.
If you post the translation to social media (i.e. Twitter, Tumblr, Bluesky, etc.) you must directly mention my username in the post.
You must credit me at the top of the story with clickable links to my Carrd and to the original English version of the story; I will provide these HTML codes so you simply have to paste them into the text box.
If you want to translate multiple of my stories, please request for each one.
If you are interested, please DM me on Twitter or Discord about which story you want to translate and into what language, and we can talk!